my best and worst weekend here
Been quite an eventful weekend. Two main incidents. The first of which I think I am completely right, the second I feel extremely guilty about.
Incident one shall be called
“Slut in School”
Her name’s Nicola. She does not know me. Ive spoken to her once in my life. But every time she sees me she acts damn friendly. All that’s ok.
No one takes her seriously. Seriously. She’s the subject of ridicule and gossip. LOSER. But ive always reserved my judgment about her, cuz I don’t know her personally. I think that’s fair.
But it turned out she’s been bitching about me. What a slut. Next time I see her I shall just keep shouting “bitchbitchbitch” and shit. Problem is that she’s a girl. So I cant just smash shit up. Its sad.
A lot more variables were eventually strewn into the mix, which overcomplicated the whole issue. Im lazy to recount them in their entirety here. But I hate that shit. Ive always considered myself above the political fray, but it seems that if I cant just smash shit up (as in this case) I might have to deign to politicise. Im trying not to. But ya.
Incident two shall be called
“ Yan is a bastard (but not as bad as the aforementioned slut)”
ok. Relax when you read this guys. I know I was wrong and ive apologised umpteen times. Jiejie had my key when we clubbed. She was almost home, so was I, before we realised it. I asked her to walk to give me the keys. And I thought she was willing to walk all the way. Sigh. Im such a bastard right. But things never end quite so simply.
She was adamant that I wouldn’t come up to take the keys from her. I don’t think she judged me rightly in that case, she should’ve known I always give in to her eventually, but that’s not the point. Through some twist of fate, gareth ended up getting involved. The odd thing is gareth is closer to me then he is to shiying, shiying is also closer to me than she is to gareth, so I don’t understand why he had to get involved. To me, I just think he was trying to be a hero. But heroes die. If he was some stranger to me, I wldve smashed shit up already. Just that he is a good friend of mine. Shiying should have spoken to me herself and told me my opinion was flawed and she really didn’t wanna go all the way to pass it to me. I wldnt have been happy (duhz) but I would’ve understood. Really.
The entire incident was predicated on the wrong premise that jiejie was ok with passing the keys to me. That aside, the fact that I had even asked for her to walk down is entirely my fault. Jie I hope you understand how sorry I am. Ive said all I have to say to you, hope you forgive me.
Almost paradoxically, we had some good times this weekend.
Clubbing last night was pretty good, though it drained my finances quite severely.
We did all the tourist-y things, lotsa photos I have to show you guys when I get back. Lewis and my baby shall do the same when they come =)
Its hard to paint a picture of the good times without using descriptive imagery and other stuff, which im too lazy to do. But it was hell swell.
This is such a cluttered and incoherent post. The exact state my mind is in now. Sigh.
Incident one shall be called
“Slut in School”
Her name’s Nicola. She does not know me. Ive spoken to her once in my life. But every time she sees me she acts damn friendly. All that’s ok.
No one takes her seriously. Seriously. She’s the subject of ridicule and gossip. LOSER. But ive always reserved my judgment about her, cuz I don’t know her personally. I think that’s fair.
But it turned out she’s been bitching about me. What a slut. Next time I see her I shall just keep shouting “bitchbitchbitch” and shit. Problem is that she’s a girl. So I cant just smash shit up. Its sad.
A lot more variables were eventually strewn into the mix, which overcomplicated the whole issue. Im lazy to recount them in their entirety here. But I hate that shit. Ive always considered myself above the political fray, but it seems that if I cant just smash shit up (as in this case) I might have to deign to politicise. Im trying not to. But ya.
Incident two shall be called
“ Yan is a bastard (but not as bad as the aforementioned slut)”
ok. Relax when you read this guys. I know I was wrong and ive apologised umpteen times. Jiejie had my key when we clubbed. She was almost home, so was I, before we realised it. I asked her to walk to give me the keys. And I thought she was willing to walk all the way. Sigh. Im such a bastard right. But things never end quite so simply.
She was adamant that I wouldn’t come up to take the keys from her. I don’t think she judged me rightly in that case, she should’ve known I always give in to her eventually, but that’s not the point. Through some twist of fate, gareth ended up getting involved. The odd thing is gareth is closer to me then he is to shiying, shiying is also closer to me than she is to gareth, so I don’t understand why he had to get involved. To me, I just think he was trying to be a hero. But heroes die. If he was some stranger to me, I wldve smashed shit up already. Just that he is a good friend of mine. Shiying should have spoken to me herself and told me my opinion was flawed and she really didn’t wanna go all the way to pass it to me. I wldnt have been happy (duhz) but I would’ve understood. Really.
The entire incident was predicated on the wrong premise that jiejie was ok with passing the keys to me. That aside, the fact that I had even asked for her to walk down is entirely my fault. Jie I hope you understand how sorry I am. Ive said all I have to say to you, hope you forgive me.
Almost paradoxically, we had some good times this weekend.
Clubbing last night was pretty good, though it drained my finances quite severely.
We did all the tourist-y things, lotsa photos I have to show you guys when I get back. Lewis and my baby shall do the same when they come =)
Its hard to paint a picture of the good times without using descriptive imagery and other stuff, which im too lazy to do. But it was hell swell.
This is such a cluttered and incoherent post. The exact state my mind is in now. Sigh.
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